[English] Consumption of real lives suffering from something.

There are some inspiring and thought-provoking story-teller movies, photos, and whatever. We, people who are far away from it, can make us immersed in it as easily as make us get out of it.

The world described there is truly the world where they live in, but it is beyond our imagination. It is just a movie and just a photo. The world they feel real is a fake to us. We often consume their real lives as fakes. The day we see and feel it would be just a day of our lives, each 80-year life. I really hate it. Even trip or experience, for instance in developing countries, cannot make us serious. We can easily say, "This trip/experience amazingly changed my thought/philosophy.". I don't want people, including me, to exploit their lives as a textbook to teach them what a life really is.

However, at the same time, honestly speaking, the story teller does really take me back to the world even if only for a couple of hours, days and months. I totally rely on it to keep myself up for the world. I might forget my current thinking if I didn't see it. I live here as consuming the wold to think about the world.

Today, there are many people thinking just as I am. They also want to contribute to the world somehow. All we, wandering in this maze, can do is only to go forward and go back to think their lives, and to find partisans to tackle enormously huge problems prevalent all over the world.

This consumption of real lives suffering from something would never get obsoleted, but we could change the direction people go towards. People who got interested in this genre must lead their feelings and supports to real solutions. I need to become an expert on marketing or something, choose a country or a problem, and focus on it as dedicating myself to the end. Never ever forget it. Keep it in my mind.